Memoir Series: Growing Pains 3 – A New Medical Diagnosis (Launch Your Life Podcast Episode 164)

Launch Your Life Podcast

August 5, 2022 ∙ 13 mins
Episode 3

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On today’s episode of the Launch Your Life Podcast, I share how I developed a deep love of travel, a childhood illness, more stories of the House of Many Horrors, a recurring night terror, and much more.

True growth is uncovering the beliefs and stories you created as a child to make sense of perceived or real trauma. It can be tedious, painful, and meticulous work. 

 

But bringing your rational, adult mind to the stories you create in your childhood is freeing.

 

What’s Discussed in This Episode:

00:00 Intro

01:55 Wanderlust as a child 

03:12 Alcoholic mother

04:12 A new diagnosis

05:36 One of my fondest childhood memories

06:16 Getting my ears pierced 

06:42 Medical trauma 

08:10 Visiting my cousins 

10:05 Using my adult brain to make sense of abuse 

10:35 Night terror

 

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Launch Your Life Podcast

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August 5, 2022

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13 mins
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